During the past two months, I think I only wrote two blog posts. This is extremely unusual, since blogging is my addiction. I can't stop, even when my posts are crappy ad nauseam.
Despite my flaws....
Wait a moment, Jon. You only have maybe one flaw. You're nearly perfect.
Despite my few flaws, my faithful blog readers never abandon me. They are the sole reason I blog. I would never intentionally abandon my blog......if so, there would have to be a very good reason.
Here's the good reason.
I like my room here in Signature - - but it has one flaw (much like myself).
I can't get a connection to the Internet in this room. I tried everything posssible. Even members of the administration here have worked at it, but couldn't get a connection, either.
Ever since the past few years - when I spent so much time in hospitals and rehab - the Internet has been my only connection to the outside world. I blog, text, email, do online banking, pay my monthly bills, watch endless videos on YouTube, buy food from Walmart, purchase stuff I don't need. I couldn't exist without the Internet.
Cut the endless crap, Jon. Condense. Get to the point!
Hey, amigo, verbosity is part of my charm.
SO...........
the good members of the administration got some kind of technical thingie on Amazon that connects errant phones to the Internet. I truly don't know what it's called or how it works.
Today it worked!!! I finally have Internet access.
Today was filled with some positive things. I got the Internet, got an air mattress for this uncomfortable bed, and I sat in a chair to get my legs circulating.....
MY NEW AIR MATTRESS
I know you're waiting anxiously for a new medical update.
Unfortunately, it's not positive news.
So much has happened lately that my weary mind is muddled. I completed three weeks of radiation therapy last week. 15 days, instead of the intended 20.
It helped somewhat. They had to radiate six cancerous "wounds" and/or lumps. Afterwards, I noticed that four are not exactly healing as they should. And I presently have severe soreness in my arm, where some of the largest lumps are. A very bad indication that ......things aren't going well. I also have some other problems that show up on my PETscan.
I really don't feel like delving into unpleasant things right now.
On my last day of radiation, the oncologist said if I feel like I need further treatments, I should contact them again.
Yesterday I had the head nurse contact them, and an appointment will be schedualed.
As usual, I still have lots more to say, but I'll cut it short for now. It's always an uphill struggle. Always. But I'm willing to climb.....
Jon, exhausted but not ready to surrender. ❤️
Top picture is one of my old AIs. The clouds are parting, perhaps there's a home somewhere on the horizon.
Somewhere.
P.S.
Many thanks to
Jane from Strawberry Plains
and
Dorothy from NH
💚💚 your thoughtfulness is appreciated.


So good to hear from you! I check every single day to see if you’ve posted! I hope your internet connection continues!
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It's good to hear from you, Pat. Thanks!
DeleteI'm very glad you've got WiFi now. It's so hard to lose your main access to the world outside. Sitting out of bed is great, too, so good to have a change of position. I'm glad you're back.
ReplyDeleteIt's a good feeling to be out of bed. Thanks, Liz!
DeleteI'm pleased to hear from you, Jon. Overall things do sound better for you, especially now you have a connection. And sitting in a chair must feel good.
ReplyDeleteI was extremely frustrated without an Internet connection. Now at least I can blog! Thanks, Sandra.
DeleteLovely to see you posting again Jon, you had us worried there for awhile 😉
ReplyDeleteHoping your treatments will continue to be tolerable and here's to more days out of bed.
Hugs,
Jo
I knew everyone would be worried with my long disappearance. I'm glad to be back. Thanks, Jo.
DeleteI'm sorry the health news isn't more positive, but I'm so happy about the internet! When I was in the hospital and rehab it was a sanity-saver. ❤️
ReplyDeleteI was extremely frustrated without the Internet. It seemed like I lost everything. I am delighted to be back!
DeleteSo glad you got your Internet Service Restored. As a Pathological Blogger myself I'd go thru Serious Withdrawal myself without Access!!! I am still Hopeful your Health News has some high points and Positives coming my Friend. You're weathering the Treatments with a good attitude, and they can't be pleasant, so, Bravo, Standing Ovation!!! I've had The Man in and out of Hospital now Six Times in Two Months, I think we should get a Punch Card and some Free Gift on the 10th Visit or something!!! I keep telling him not to give up, give in, or give out. Tenacity and relentlessness are important to retain when the Issues of Life are really daunting. Virtual Hugs from the Arizona Desert and I'm so glad you're now in a Facility you really like.
ReplyDeleteI had to laugh about numerous hospital visits. I should get some kind of award.....at leadt for endurance. Hugs from AZ are always warm.
DeleteI'm so glad to 'see' you back, Jon. I love knowing the good folks at Signature are willing ot move heaven and earth. In turn, I'm reassured to know you're still willing (and able) to make that climb!
ReplyDeleteThat opening image you've chosen near takes my breath away.
I'm always touched when you like my opening images. I happened to find that image in my AI file and thought it was appropriate. Thanks, Myra.
DeleteBring on the verbosity, Jon. It's music to our ears...almost 'Wagnerian'. LOL. I'm glad they figured out the internet issue, and you got reconnected. Whew. I hope your new air mattress behaves itself and there's no power outages that send you to the floor. I remember those days when I worked in neuro-surg. Ugh.
ReplyDeleteI really like your AI image. Clouds parting, rays of sunshine and a dog...heavenly, indeed.
Take care, Jon, and keep climbing that mountain.
Paranormal John
I'm worried about power outages - I don't want yo wind up on the bed frame. Anyone who tolerates my verbosity is a saint. Thanks, John. I always luv your comments.
DeleteThanks for the shout-out, Jon, and glad to know the mail reached you OK and perhaps lifted your spirits a bit. VGreat news on the restored Internet because being without wi-fi must have been as bad as all your other physical ailments. I am also glad that you are back on line and only wish there was better medical updates. At least, the folks at Signature seem to be a more caring group than previously, so kudos to all of them.
ReplyDeleteThe cat trapped in the tree on your card made me smile. It was appropriate. It was extremely frustrating not being able to blog and knowing everyone was wondering what happened to me. It's good to be back!
DeleteI like your Yahweh star over on the right.
ReplyDeleteI like it, too. It's left over from Easter/Passover. I decided to keep it there. It's good to hear from you, Sandi! Thanks.
DeleteI have been thinking about you/praying for you, Jon. I checked in a couple weeks back and looked like all the posts were gone. Came back today and am relieved to see you are posting again. I have not been blogging much lately. Lost both my mother and mother-in-law earlier this year. It has been a difficult time.
DeleteI was worried about you, Sandi. I'm very sorry about your two losses. I know how extremely difficult it is. You're in my thoughts and prayers.
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DeleteHang in there Jon ! 🌅
ReplyDeleteWe’re all climbing that precipice with you that doesn’t seem to quit.🌄
-Rj
The precipice seems absolutely endless, but I'm greatful that you're climbing with me!
DeleteSo good to hear from you again Jon. I've been blogging for twenty years now. There are only two other blogs I read. Your's and Spo's of Spo Reflections. My world (what's left of it) would be greatly diminished if you were gone from the blogging world. I'm glad you're back and have your Internet connection again.
ReplyDeleteHere's something you'll find amusing. I spent about a half hour doing and online check in (first time) for my PET-SCAN on June 9th. After I was all done I hit "SUBMIT" and immediately popped up on the screen was "Your appointment is cancelled." So much for AI. I prefer checking in the old fashioned way. After another hour or so trying to get through to the hospital (AI assistants again) I finally got a live person and told them I can't wait. until I get out of this world so I don't have to go through this BS anymore. Here they rescheduled me for July 2nd. As you know I live a few miles north of Rehoboth Beach on Route One, the main route in this little state of Delaware. July Fourth weekend the traffic on Route One is literally a parking lot. I called again and finally got through to a live person and had my appointment rescheduled to a more reasonable date. I read what you're going through and I consider myself lucky to only have these minor frustrations. I do hope you can go home sometime Jon. Would love to hear your account of evicting all those critters who are probably living in your rustic mountain cabin.
Ron
We've been blogger friends for a long time and I cherish that. I hope you finally got a good date for your PetScan. The July 4th holiday would be a nightmare.
DeleteI hate to think of the critters living in my house!
Take care, Ron.
Jon,
DeleteI daresay those critters have taken possession of your lovely home in those Tennessee hills. I'm looking forward to you evicting them all.
Ron
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Deletethecontemplativecat here. Basically good news. You definitely needed and deserved them.
ReplyDeleteGood news is a rarity in my dismal journey through life. It's good to hear from you. Thanks! 😸 🤎
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