Thursday, April 16, 2026

THE WINDS OF CHANGE



For the past two weeks I have been safely ensconced here at Signature Health Care in Jamestown.

Generally, all has been going well. I have a wonderful room, good care, decent food. Incredibly, dozens of people who work here came to see me and said they're glad I'm back - - it's really overwhelming.

Sheila, the lady who works here, still checks my house and brought my mail.

I have a large, clean room with a large window. The view isn't spectacular but it provides light, which I love.


Best of all, I no longer have a thin curtain seperating me from a dangerous, psychotic roommate - - who physically attacked me when I was in Gainesboro.

Here in this room, I have these cabinets seperating me from my roommate.


Incidentally, my current roommate is a paraplegic. He is pleasant with a good attitude and a sense of humor. Definitely not psychotic. His only visitor is his mother - - and his sister works here, so he sees her often.

Incredibly, all the things I bought when I was here last year are stored in this room. And they dragged in all the things I had in Gainesboro - - my room looks like a museum.

Oh, before I forget - - on Easter Sunday our lunch here consisted of baked ham, sweet potatos, green beans, stuffing with rosemary and thyme....and cherry cheesecake.

But (all good things have a downside)

I've known this for quite awhile but didn't dare mention it. So many of you precious people wrote kind comments on my previous post.

In this sordid life, you can change your environment but you can't change physical ailments.

The cancer on my right arm was healing nicely after radiation, but recently it suddenly enlarged and bleeds slightly. Worst of all, several other lumps appeared on my arm.

I was sent to Cookeville Medical Center last Monday (13th). Unfortunately, my oncologist retired (Dr. Sydris). My new doctor, Dr. Johnson, is East Indian. Nothing wrong with that, but he's not very congenial.

I'll cut to the chase.

I'll need about twenty more radiation treatments (two years ago I had 35 radiation treatments for another cancer). This will take forever. I don't even want to think about it.

I'll finally say my opinion.

Life is a bitch....and I've been kicked in the ass for too long.

I have a lot more things to say, but I'm too weary to continue writing.

Jon ❤️

Grateful for your company

P.S.

My AI pictures are now reruns. My annual account with Freepik closed last February and I don't have the cash to renew it.

I know some of you are applauding. Shame on you!!


19 comments:

  1. I'm glad you're back in a decent place, but very sorry about the arm issues. I've been wondering about your belongings and I'm impressed that they've been safely kept for you. Decent food, too, this is cheering in itself. Thanks for update. I've been anxious about how you're doing. At least you're safe now, that's good.

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    1. At least I'm in good care....and don't have to worry about psychotic roommates.
      Thanks, Liz!

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  2. Thank you for posting! I have been thinking of you a lot. I'm so sorry about the arm, but I'm so glad you are back in a decent place. ❤️

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    1. It's a great relief to be here. I honestly thought I'd never get out of Gainesboro.
      Thanks!

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  3. Or as friends of mine say when I'm Ill, it's hard to keep a good bitch down!!! Nothing ever keeps me down and I have a feeling you're much the same. As hard as it is to hear about the cancer, it is refreshing and peace of mind that you at least have a good staff finally some good meals and a nice room. Not to mention can get some peace with a good roommate and not a psychotic one.

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    1. I can definitely be a bitch, but it's debatable if I'm a "good" one (*smile*). I am surprisingly resilient.
      I feel much more relaxed here than I was in Gainesboro. That place was like an insane asylum. And some of the workers there were crazy, too.

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  4. At least you are in a better place, with decent food to eat. I'm glad for that.

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    1. I'm definitely getting good care here. I never thought I'd get out of Gainesboro alive.
      It's always good to hear from you, Donna.

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  5. A vast improvement. Nothing and no place are perfect...but...this is getting close(r). Getting away from that hellish place and psychotic roommate is a win win. I'm sorry about the arm situation...just proceed with treatments. Are you getting physical therapy? Are they working on your mobility/ambulation? So glad all your antiquities arrived safely and are with you to enjoy. Take care, Jon.
    Paranormal John

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    1. I felt completely isolated in Gainesboro. Here, at least I'm close to home. I'm getting good care, so far no physical therapy but I'm working at it. The upcoming radiation treatments are thwarting my plans.

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  6. Glad they have been so kind and welcoming to you! Now you have help again with the arm. You are there surrounded by your things--still with help with your house. Things are looking up. :)

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    1. There's a sense of positivity here, which is good. I'll just bravely keep plodding onward, it's all you and I can do.

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  7. I'm so glad to see this update and know you're being taken care of. (At least in a closer fashion that you deserve.)
    Prayers + ❤️ continue.

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    1. It took a lot of time to write this update. I feel at peace but very weary. Always thanks for your prayers, Myra.

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  8. Happy to know you are in a better place, and away from the lunatic.
    I was hoping that the problem with your arm was nothing more than a superficial wound, but having to face all those treatments once again is a setback, keeping you in my prayers dear friend,
    Jo

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    1. I couldn't believe that they kept the psychotic guy in my room - - but it was overcrowded in the Gainesboro facility. I feel at peace now. Thanks, Jo.

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  9. Jon,
    I am so happy for you that you're now back at Signature in a much more comfortable and congenial environment. It is a shame about your cancer. As you know my cancer has returned for which I am not seeking treatment. I'm going to let it run its course. I've had a good (fabulous actually) life but at 84 I'm ready to go. I don't want anymore treatments which will only degrade whatever time I have left. Of course there is always the possibility I will die of something else than my prostate cancer but my PSA score is rising rapidly which is a good indicator that the cancer has found a spot and returned with a vengeance. I am scheduled for a PET-SCÅN in June to see if and how far it has spread. In the meantime I'm doing as you're doing now, enjoying each day as it comes. Again, I am absolutely thrilled that you're back at Signature and are comfortable.
    Ron

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  10. As all your other blogger friends have already commented, Jon, good to hear about the positive surroundings, nice folks and good food. Hope the radiation treatments will not be too difficult. Good that all your treasures are with you now.

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