Uninvited? That means these are subjects that have no purpose or reason. Random......not planned.
My previous post was too long, and yet I didn't say enough. I often exhaust myself with these cursed, endless medical woes.
( I think) I have another doctor appointment this week - - with a dermatological surgeon in Cookeville. I'm extremely apprehensive. I have no optimism nor any faith. I always expect various variations of doom.
Change of Subject
Rain and thunderstorms here every day. Today a friend in California told me they haven't had rain in five months. I should send her some.
Change of Thoughts
I was unnerved recently when word somehow got around here that I have two published poetry books. I didn't exactly want to proclaim that accomplishment.
Several people ordered my books and had me sign them. Good Gawd, I'm a bedridden quasi- celebrity. Tonight one of the nurses came in with my books to sign.
In the children's book I wrote the sentiment "keeping childhood in our hearts." It's true. We should never abandon our days as children.
I had fun writing this. I "designed" the cover and chose the illustrations, which are mostly from vintage images.
Here's the opening poems:
NIGHT
Night is the time
between dusk and dawn
when the world is dark
and the hours are long,
when a creamy moon rises
above the tall trees
and wise old owls
whoo-hoot in the breeze,
when the leaves on the trees
softly rustle and sway
and almost seem
to have something to say,
when the stars far above
twinkle and glow
while the shadowy earth
drowses way down below.
Night is the time
when cats like to prowl
and moths like to flutter
and wolves start to howl,
while crickets are chirping
by the banks of a creek
and bats fly about
in the sky as they squeak.
Night is when shadows
will lurk in your room
and silence will listen
in the gathering gloom
and outside your window
the night creatures creep
while dreams come to visit
as you peacefully sleep.
SOMETHING
But suddenly something
jolts you awake.
What could it be
for goodness sake?
Was it the wind
as it whisked past the house
or was it the feet
of a scurrying mouse?
Was it a creature
outside in the gloom,
or did the sound come
from the midst of your room?
Could it have come
from the dark closet door,
or from under your bed
with the dust on the floor?
Or maybe the sound that you heard
wasn't there - -
and is only a dream
that gave you a scare.
My other book "Love Letters to Ghosts" is a collection of my previously published poetry, mostly written when I was in my early twenties. Ghosts of my past....Many of these poems are inspired by true incidents in my life.
Little known fact - - -
Two of these poems were banned by the Poet Society for being offensive. They don't contain anything obscene, but the subject matter was (at that time)...... rather unnerving.....an erotic midnight encounter with a priest on the altar of the church.
(remember, my poetry is based on true incidents)
Well, now I shocked the innocent church ladies who read my blog. I apologize. When I was young and wild (and drunk) I had innumerable adventures. I did things that would make Satan blush.
Nowadays, I'm pure and innocent as the.......wind - driven snow.....
(paperback books available at Amazon)
Let's change the subject, shall we?
Recently, I bought another item to add to my collection of Medieval crosses.
This Medieval cross is from the 13th century. I got it from my archaeologist friend Mykola who lives in Ukraine.
The cross is made of bronze and glass. In the Medieval era, if they didn't have jewels, glass was used. This cross was professionally cleaned and the glass is well preserved.
Most of these crosses were made in monasteries.
Jon, 😇 poetic
and almost unblemished
Well, more and more talents emerging. Maybe your fame (!) will get you better treatment. We can hope.
ReplyDeleteIf they read some of my poetry....I might get worse treatment 😯 (just jesting). I prefer to keep a low key profile here.
DeleteHope you're hanging in there, Liz.
I'm with Boud, hopefully it will help.
ReplyDeleteIt might help, but I honestly don't like to draw attention to myself (although I probably seem self-centered in this blog) 🙂
DeleteWhere does Mykola live in Ukraine? Does he ever talk about the war?
ReplyDeleteHe lives in Starokostyantiniv, in the Khmelnytskyi Region (the spelling varies), population about 33,000. Like most of the Ukraine people, he loathes this senseless war. The people are suffering - - while the BigWigs running the war are living in luxury (as always).
DeleteI'm thinking of that quote from the 60s: "Suppose they gave a war and nobody came?"
"Suppose they gave a war and nobody came?"
DeleteAn admirable hope.
A beautiful cross Jon, just lovely. I'm impressed that you have two poetry books. I'm not really into poetry (as you know) but I'm still impressed. That's one accomplishment I would like to have before I check out, publish some of my writing. I can't write beautiful poetry like you though. Here's hoping you get a discharge this week. Would love to see you back home. You would have so much to write about. Any chance of you ever going home? Have a good day Jon. Think of you often.
ReplyDeleteRon
I won't get a discharge this week (unfortunately). I'll have to see what happens with this dermatologist surgeon. I'm so exhausted with everything, Ron....every day is a struggle. I'd like to get home in August, but who knows?
DeleteLooking forward to your upcoming marriage. Hope everything goes well. Take care.
Jon,
DeleteI have a good feeling you will be able to go home soon. Being at home is always the best medicine for recovery. Even if you're at your end (God forbid), going home is way better than checking out at a "facility." Even my longtime friend Ed Cage, who fell out of his bed and couldn't get up. He laid on the floor for about ten hours before one of his co-workers called Ed's neighbor (Ed lived in the woods like you) to go up and check Ed's house. They had to break in and found Ed on the floor. He couldn't reach his cell phone for help. They took Ed to the hospital for treatment then he was in a rehab facility for months and finally home but he had a home health care person with him 24/7 (he could afford it, he was worth a couple million that he inherited). I talked to him on the phone the night before he died. He told me he was tired and hanging up. He asked me to call him in the morning. When I called him in the morning his live in nurse (she was Filipino) answered the phone and said in her accent "I'm sorry Mr. Tipton but Mr. Cage died last night." So sad but you know Jon? That's the way I want to go, peacefully into the night.....at home. I so hope you can go to your home. Even though your house is probably full of uninvited critters, I know you would rather be there.
Peace be with you Jon.
Your friend,
Ron of Retired in Delaware
That's a tragic thing that happened to your friend Ed, but at least he passed away in his own home.
DeleteFalls are the most dangerous things - - as you and I both know well. Old injuries from falls have completely destroyed my back and spine. I'm suffering from it now.
I'm hoping I can go home in a few weeks...I want peace again.
And you're right - - there are probably critters enjoying my absence. 😸
I feel like I have had some much talk about health, too, for the last...is it three years? Seems like forever.
ReplyDeleteThat was such a pleasant surprise to be having book signings in your bed--lol!
I also want to know if your friend in Ukraine ever talks about the war?
Our "health" issues do seem like they are lasting forever. Mine have been the past two years, since June, 2023. You're fortunate to be in your own home. Being in this rehab place is driving me crazy. I feel like I'm incarcerated.
DeleteMy Ukraine friend despised the war and the fact his country is being completely destroyed - but he seldom talks about it.
It is heartbreaking to know how the Ukrainian people are suffering.
I'm so glad you were asked to autograph those books! Love Letters to Ghosts remains one of my prized possessions.
ReplyDeleteLifting prayers for a successful appointment with the surgeon!