This not a regular post, just a (brief?) update. Comments turned off for now - - I just can't handle it with the crappy "comment moderation" that I'm presently forced to use.
People can be devious bastards......something we all learn on this shit journey through life......
Radiation treatments for my arm were to begin today, Monday Sept.22nd, at Cookeville Medical Center. A few (horrifying) minutes ago, I learned they are "postponed" until next Monday, Sept. 29th.
I do not believe it. The workers here at Signature Health Care are either completely incompetent or downright liars. They have been bullshitting me since APRIL!!!!!! The cancerous "wound" on my arm has been bleeding since April.
I am dying from loss of blood. I'll post photos in my next post (if there is one). My blood pressure dropped to 44 a few days ago. I nearly passed out. I'm constantly dizzy, so fatigued that I can hardly stay awake. This morning I had a severe migraine.
I'll never survive until the 29th. I no longer can think clearly. I can't remember things. I have a few emergency plans....I've been doing things secretly. Tomorrow (Tuesday) the wound care doctor should be here to see me. She will be outraged when she hears this latest postponement.
As I previously said - - this is not a regular blog post. Just a haphazard update. Things are MUCH MUCH worse than I've been saying.
I've been lying to appease my blog visitors. My only true goal is to stay alive long enough to see my home again this autumn.
Can that be possible????
Jon, fighting for survival 💜
