It's what you're clamoring for. Look at it carefully. Read it backwards. I have faith in you.
Occasionally.
Speaking of faith - - a special thanks to Myra, who enjoyed reading my early Halloween memories. I enjoyed writing it. If one person liked them, it was worth the effort. And indeed it was (only) one... discerning....(person)
What about my etadpu? You figured it out....in reverse.
I'm beginning to hate setadpu. Okay, updates.
The mystery is solved. I'm neither senile nor insane.
Maybe.
My left leg is completely destroyed. Agonizing pain in my foot, knee, hip...originating from my back/spine. Of course nothing shows up on the worthless xrays.
A drastic increase in my pain meds. And of course I'm now also on steroids. The only benefit they have are producing horrifying side effects.
Just what I need.
I'm enjoying anxiety, numbness, vertigo, confusion, migraines, extreme fatigue......
and those are the positive side effects.
I'm still maintaining my memory. Heck, I can still write things I remember when I was five years old. Reasonably impressive.
So how the hell do I get out of here? Same ol' ploy. Dump Hospice.....and Signature will dump me. And everybody will be furious with me. No exaggeration. Dragon Lady will be working overtime to destroy me.
I'll have to ponder this.
Only positive thing is that the local Walmart still delivers. Every day. I dump the appalling food here, and enjoy all the crap from Wlmt. deli.
Sub sandwiches, salads, sandwich "wraps", soups, burritos.....
I now eat dried fruit instead of candy - - and drink fruit juices instead of soda.
Do I use too many dots....and parentheses ( )???
Heck, I only do that to annoy you.
Just like when my posts get 150 views first day...and one comment.
Yea, I love you too
Jon ❤️ still amazing and bitterly sarcastic
I'm alarmingly insecure.
Sometimes I hate my posts and think they don't deserve comments.

I thought you didn't want comments. Yes, some of us are faithful readers even if we don't comment much. We are rooting for you.
ReplyDeleteOnce in awhile I don't allow comments because I think my posts aren't worthy of comments. It depends on my mood, which changes drastically.
DeleteI'm always happy when I know you're here. 🩵
I’m a faithful reader but most of the time I’m speechless because of the way you’re being treated or should I say neglected. Hoping maybe I will read one day you’re on your way home. Pat/Central Texas
DeleteBelieve me, Pat, I'm often frustrated and speechless about the way I'm treated here. I have a lot of mixed feelings. I am very tempted to leave Hospice - staying here is not really helping me. I should attempt to head home very soon, instead of wasting time. 🩵
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