Even though I have some (probable) good news to proclaim, I'm still in a dire mood. Not fit to be congenial, considerate, or compatible.
And those are only the Cs.
My blood pressure is still alarmingly low. Beyond extinction low. I had three (3) ocular migraines yesterday. Weak. Exhausted. Extremely moody.
I'm in my darkest Heathcliff Mode.
Not in the mood to enthrall you with my extraordinary music....or colorful atypical writing...
Today I'm colorless....monochromatic.
Whispered
Music? Writing? Don't emphasize your positives, Jon. The blogosphere spoil sport cannibals are preparing to cook you.
Watch it - - I'm toxic, lethal, inedible.....but also addictive.
And indigestable.
But.....what about the key word, Jon? The title of this post....
MONUMENTAL
did you forget it??
Hey, Kemosabe, I don't forget anything. I'm a vindictive psychotically sensitive Hungarian. I remember people that irked me when I was six years old.
I don't forget.
Oh, yea, monumental things are happening here in the putrid bowels of PhysicalTherapyLand.....and BlackMagicMedicalHades.
I put up such an unrelenting fuss about the abject incompetence around here and the seemingly indifference to my serious medical issues - - - that they FINALLY listened!
I will be starting radiation therapy in Cookeville Medical Center at 9:00 a.m. Monday, Sept. 29th.
Five consecutive days of radiation on my arm.
An Aside:
Two years ago - in the exact same place - I had SEVEN WEEKS of radiation.....along with seven weeks of chemo.
It was an adventure.
My Monday ride there is scheduled and - - somebody told me - - it's "etched in stone".
If it's not etched in stone, you can be damn well certain that it will be. I'm not putting up with any more of their CRAP.
I'm suffering due to their neglect.
I'm hesitant to post this epistle. It's absolute crap.
But even my absolute crap is interesting. At least I'm not boring.
I made another A.I. creation just for you - cornucopia at the top.
I like it. Hopefully it won't scare anybody (referring sarcastically to my previous post)
Jon 💜 almost monumental
Even while writing with fire your prose is beautiful.
ReplyDeleteIt's not beautiful at all - - but I'll accept the complement....with smiles 😸💜
DeleteFinally!! Good to hear!
ReplyDeleteRita, I won't believe it until I'm actually there. I've already had too many disappointments. Well, I'll keep my fingers crossed.....😺 💚
DeleteI was in the midst of making a spelling correction on my post and the damn thing just went 'poof'. Don't know if you got it or not, Jon? Apparently, my arthritic fingers got away from me, and I hit the wrong key...or maybe it's the dementia? Sorry. I think the gist was there if you did get it. LOL Best Wishes.
DeleteParanormal John
PS maybe you could delete it as it no doubt looks pretty wonky...as is.
Embarrassing to say the least.
No, I didn't get it, John, blogger does strange and annoying things. I've had many of my comments completely vanish - - and a few of my posts (perhaps it's a good thing).
DeleteI'm eagerly anticipating Monday, to see if my good news will materialize. Perhaps it will happen.....?
Hey Jon, I hope this is the preamble to preparing to sending you to your home. That will be the best medicine in the world for you. I hope that happens for you soon. I'm not religious but I'll do the next best thing, I'll ask my guardian angel to intercede for you. Here goes!
ReplyDeleteRon
Ron, I need all the guardian angels I can get. I'm secretly praying that this will egnite my chance to go home.
DeleteI want to see autumn firsthand, instead of missing it in this hideous, cursed room.
Good for you, putting your foot down!
ReplyDeleteI hope it works this time, Myra. It has failed too many times in the past. We'll see.....
DeleteA light at the end of the long tunnel and hopefully not another train coming to derail yours, Jon.
ReplyDeleteI'm praying that no train will come this time. I desperately want to escape from this prison....and it's my only chance!
DeleteIt is utterly ridiculous that we have to DEMAND and FIGHT for people to do their damned jobs anymore! I can so relate to the disgust you feel right now because my own mother who had dementia toward the end (and EVEN before) only had ME to fight for her. And, I had to light a fire under these so-called professionals asses to do THEIR jobs. Actually, she passed away in April of 2024 and I am STILL dealing with these morons!
ReplyDeleteI am glad that you kept fighting for them to take care of you as they should!
I never realized how easy it is to fall into the snare of medical nightmares. I've known many people who have, including relatives and friends. Your Mother was so fortunate to have you to fight for her, and as you said - - it's ongoing.
DeleteThe longer I stay here the worse it gets. Hopefully I can escape after the radiation therapy......