A
frigid winter wind is leisurely sweeping through the forest trees. The
deep night is sightless and silent, interrupted by the occasional hoots
of restless owls. There were two inches of snow yesterday, which is more than enough winter joy to sustain me.
I'm much more restless than the owls, my mind racing like a runaway ghost train that spans years and decades rather than miles. The long winter midnight hours encourage rampant thoughts and penetrating memories
It's long
after midnight now as I'm writing this and the temperature is dropping.
The leisurely wind is turning icy. I hate cold weather - especially in a
frigid house with a faulty furnace. But I hate hot weather, too.
My favorite seasons are autumn and spring - the transitional seasons.
Random disjointed thoughts.....
The mysterious question that I wrote on my previous blog post (in case anybody was wondering) was directed solely to someone who dislikes me but won't let go. One big drawback of having a public blog.
There's a specific purpose for everything I write, although it doesn't always clearly manifest itself to others.
I often sarcastically like to rub salt into wounds.
My father was a master at doing this. His words cut like a knife and were intended to kill.
My intention is merely to inflict superficial wounds.
I've probably inadvertently offended more people than any other blogger.
Some people take offense at my (very) occasional rough language.
Oh, come on - my blog posts could be read in your grandchildren's Sunday school class.
I've offended gays by saying transgenders shouldn't be in the military.
Then I retracted my statement by agreeing that transgenders should be in the military. They should be placed in the front lines...That appeased a few idiots.
I infuriated several readers who think I don't take the pandemic seriously.
Twenty years from now they're going to wake up in their basements with plague masks plastered to their faces and finally realize they've been bamboozled, hoodwinked, and screwed.
Liberals go completely insane whenever I write a political blog post.
That's exactly why I do it.
I deleted a post that I wrote last night (Midnight Confession) because I thought it might offend the church ladies who read my blog. I didn't think they wanted to hear about an erotic encounter with a priest on the altar of a church...
Relax. It happened long ago. Nowadays I'm pure and innocent as the wind-driven snow. Almost. If you want to put some sizzle in your Geritol, just wait until you read my memoirs.....
One more thing before I go :
I always like to respond to your comments, and I like to leave comments on other blogs. However I sometimes don't, because I'm using a Keyboard from Hell.
The keyboard on my laptop no longer works, so I have to use another one plugged into a USB. This USB keyboard is so bad that it sometimes takes hours to write one blog post.
It skips letters when I type, disconnects automatically from the computer when I least expect it, and often erases complete sentences as I'm writing. It's the only contraption on earth that makes me scream and reduces me to tears.
Never buy a keyboard at Walmart.
One more thing (again)
On my previous blog post I wrote about a red-tailed hawk. In the comments Susie (from Persimmon Moon Cottage) wrote an interesting incident about her father rescuing a red-tailed hawk. I thought it's worth re-posting for those who didn't see it.
Many
smaller animals eat pumpkin, especially after it is broken apart so
they can easily get to the mildly sweet insides of it. There may have
been mice, chipmunks, or a squirrel at the pumpkin that the hawk was
stalking before you looked out the window.
When
I was about 13 years old my Dad came in the door with something wrapped
in his jacket. It was a big red tailed hawk that had hit the windshield
of the car in front of my Dad's car on a country road. The hawk was
laying at the side of the road moving just a little. My Dad pulled over
and put his jacket over the hawk and wrapped it and put it in the back
seat for the trip home. We had Big Boy the hawk for about 2 weeks.
Within two days of having him, my Dad made falconry equipment for him.
He had a big steel round jingle bell on his ankle on a leather strip
briefly. He was able to bend the jingle bell metal and open it and take
the metal ball out of the middle of it, so it no longer jingled. Big
Boy was very tame within two days. He ate raw meat. He would sit on my
Dad's or my arm near the wrist (It was winter we wore coats and gloves).
My Dad could hold him up, but Big Boy was so heavy that I couldn't hold
him up, and as my wrist dropped lower he climbed up my arm more until
he was wanting to sit on my shoulder. His beak was amazingly strong, and
his talons were huge. I didn't let him sit on my shoulder, I didn't
know him well enough to trust him with my eye or ear, but he never did
bite me or Dad. When he fully regained his strength we drove him back
to the country road where Dad found him and set him free. We were all
sad to let him go, I was crying. He flew up to the top of a telephone
pole and sat there watching us as we drove away. Dad went up the road a
ways and went back the way we came and there was Big Boy still up on the
pole looking down at us as we drove by him again. Hawks are so smart,
and to touch one and look into its eyes and interact with it was
unforgettable. I think that a squirrel or rabbit is about as much as a
big hawk could fly a distance with, but if they tried to pick up a cat
or small dog their talons would wound them. We have red tailed hawks
around here occasionally, and I wouldn't let my 8 lb Pomeranian out if I
saw one anywhere around. I wouldn't risk those talons piercing into
Fuzzy
I think you have to remember if you can't say what you feel, or if people find your post nasty or to sweet or mudune, they don't have to read. What's the point of blogging only to appease others? I say you should keep going. I know other bloggers that have issues with readers. The reader can't stand them...yet still read comment nasty things, and torment. I don't it. I only read blogs I enjoy...why waste time I say. But you have answered my question as to why your post keep popping up all over in my reader. You must have been either updating or reposting . like this one. I clicked yesterday but nothing. I noticed your blog will post...but hours later even a day...the post is at the top of the feed again.
ReplyDeleteI am now enjoying our deep snow fall we got...eating to much and getting caught up with blog reading today.
I am glad you are WHO you are and write the truth! I am getting to the point where I am actually posting more of my personal political views lately than I usually do on my own blog - mainly because my blog is about my life as a Wiccan and how I practice - personal thoughts, etc. I also understand that TOO many of my readers and followers are indeed liberal (which I AM NOT!) So I always tried to "step a bit lightly" while going there. BUT, I also have a lot of Wiccan friends (people I have known for a very long time personally) who are also not liberals. That being said, from now on I will write what I damned well please (my truth) and if people do not agree with me and wish to drop me - FINE - so be it! I AM ME - always.
ReplyDeleteI am glad you shared Susie's story about the hawk. I read it and almost cried because it was such a beautiful and amazing story! Take care and stay safe!!
Sizzle in your Geritol? I'm dying! As you know, I'm LOVING your political posts ...don't stop anytime soon!
ReplyDeleteAs often happens, something you've written resonates so much (that) I have to pause and re-read. Today, for instance: "...my mind racing like a runaway ghost train that spans years and decades rather than miles."
I came a-visiting at just the right time. I LOVE when your posts contain such poetic prose. Really. It's a strong suit. Almost as good as your poetry.
ReplyDeleteAs for what you write, suit yourself. If someone is offended, they don't have to hang around. To me, even if I don't always agree with your sentiments, I appreciate the touch of snark and underlying dark humor that's lurking just under the surface. Makes you... you!
Take care, cowboy, and I sure hope your memoirs are ready soon. I could definitely use a little bit of sizzle.
I, for one, LOVE the political posts. I find enjoy finding out that at least one other person in the world has similar views to my own. And if someone is tuning in just to troll you, then either they really really REALLY enjoy the posts as well, OR simply love the pain and agony you inflict on their fragile ego. ( I know I love spending my nights looking for blogs that have the opposite views, just so I can harass them with negative feedback. By the way, My keyboard is similar in that the "T" key is broke-ish. While writing his response, I had to go back and repair 6 words where the T did not register. ( Make that 7! Good God!) I did not realize the problem until I booted the thing up and downloaded all my info on it. It has been like that from day one! It "works" technically, but I really have to HAMMER the damn key to make it work. Very frustrating.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Jon for reposting my comment. When I was a kid growing up, I always had all kinds of unusual animals that I turned in to pets. My best friend used to joke and call me Ellie May (as in the Beverly Hillbillies). It just happened that we did have a "cement pond" in our backyard.
ReplyDeleteHi love this story of your encounter with a red tail hawk. When we used to live in Pennsylvania on 7 acres of wooded hillside land aRed tail hawk would take up residence every spring in one rare tall pine trees near the house. We had three small Pomeranians at the time. One day a hot air balloon came over and spooked her a little 5 pound Pomeranian and she ran off into the woods. We were beside ourselves because we couldn’t find her. We were sure that red tail hawk came down and scooped her upAnd she was dinner for the red tail hawk that night. Thank goodness we found or the next day hiding in the bushes next to the house. But I will never Forget that night trying to go to sleep picture in a little Pomeranian in the big red tail hawk desk torn to pieces. Thank you for sharing your story.
DeleteI too love the political posts. Since we are on the same page I guess that could be why!
ReplyDelete♥️Susan
Although your favorite seasons are autumn and spring, winter seems to be the season that inspires your most poetic thoughts, Jon, or so it seems to me. And, while you may suspect that you've offended more people than other bloggers, I suspect that's not likely.
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