I'm still here, hopelessly ensconed in an unavoidable, relentress trap - that seems worse than any conceivable nightmare.
I will eventually convey every (almost unbelievable) detail. I'm almost astonished what I've been through - - and what's ahead. I almost completely lost it several (?) days ago when I freaked out from horrendous side effects from a so-called "muscle relaxer" they were plying me with.
I'll name all the drugs in a future post.
This had deadly side effects for "older" people. I was so tired I slept all day. When I awoke I was completely disoriented. I couldn't think or speak. My appetite vanished. I fell asleep in front of the dinner tray. My mouth was so dry I couldn't swallow. My hands trembled. My muscles were stiff. I truly knew I was going to die. I wasn't functioning at all. This is no exaggeration.
Through the power of prayer I had the strength to pull myself out. Managed to start talking with the nurse who got me to comprehend things. The "pill" was removed from my meds.
My cognitive functions are at least partially resumed. Much more in future posts.
Jon, with love ❤️
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