PUSHING FORWARD

 I still have the cold/flu that has been annoyingly lingering around here. I could aptly call it the Non Covid Malaise.

Sounds innocuous to me.

Another weekend is unfolding and two weeks will be left in November. Weekends are very slow here in Appalachian Alcatraz.

(you gotta admit I have a deliciously unique way with words......sort of) 

Can't establish an absolute attempt to escape. Weekends here are maddeningly sluggish.

When I was compelled (forced) to sign up with Hospice at the end of March (that's when my insurance stopped coverage) Hospice people visited me at least four times a week - - eagerly waiting for me to expire.

When they established the fact that I wasn't going to croak, the visits dwindled. Three, two, now....one.

They might be here Monday or Tuesday. That's when I'll drop the Big Bomb about severing myself from them.

That's also when the prison gates will crank open......almost like Heaven's Gates where St. Peter will distribute your wings.

I'm ready to fly and never look back.

I really don't know what the heck is gonna happen, but we can hope for the best.

I DO know that Signature will desperately try to stop my flight to freedom by saying that I'm not physically sound.

 Don't doubt me.

Hell, at least I'm mentally sound - - which is more than they can say.

And I have Quality Home Care on my side. Which is a great relief.

I have an enormous amount of things here that I need to take with me. All the things that I bought, like the ancient Egyptain items. And many other things.

Don't start a sentence with a conjunction. You'll look like you're ignorant.

The storage cabinet in this room is full. I have at least three tote bags, six or seven duffle bags, assorted boxes. 

Stuff accumulates.....in almost a year...

SO.......

I've been ordering food from the Walmart deli. Gives me some semblance of....freedom and resistance.

I won't be able to officially begin my escape until Monday or Tuesday.

I'm going to try to relax this weekend and look forward to positive things. I have to make it happen.

And I will.

Jon  ❤️

The turkeys want to escape, too!

BTW after the radiation treatments, my arm hasn't bled in nearly four weeks! Can hardly believe it!  

I don't know how I'll get through Sunday, and I'm afraid of Monday....but I have every right to go home. I am not incarcerated and nobody has a legal right to hold me here.