Things have been going so badly these past few weeks that I truly don't want to reveal any updates - - and, quite frankly, I no longer want to blog.
For the (almost) first time, I'm genuinely concerned about my plight - - and terrified about my future.
I can write about other unrelated things - - which probably won't interest you. Trivial things that only serve to divert me from reality.
My Independence Day was absolutely dismal - - the worst of my entire life. Hopefully, yours was better.
I had planned to make a special (unusual?) video, but the plan was thwarted. The software that I use to make videos is....home on my old laptop.
So....
I decided to use the movie maker on my android photo gallery here on my phone.
So....
as fate would have it - - a new update was automatically installed on my phone this weekend, and the photo gallery movie maker was obliterated. Gone. Bye bye.
The fickle finger of fate.
The days, weeks, months, seasons are passing too fast. Much too quickly. I want to see my home again.....before.....
Some ai. creations inspired by fate, courtesy of me. High resolution this time.
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Gypsy fiddle of fate
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Pondering what is lost....
And an "image" a friend sent to me a few days ago
Jon 💜
Luv you, but not in the mood to communicate.
I get it. We're here for you anyway.
ReplyDeleteYes, we are here for you regardless. As difficult as I am sure it is, please don't give up or give in to it all! PRAYERS!
ReplyDelete- Kim
thecontemplativecat here . Time can pass too slowly or too fast. You are surrounded by bloggers who are praying for you.
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DeleteI may not have the right words, but I’m thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteNo words to say. But I am here.
ReplyDeleteI'm here to, thinking of you. Thank you for writing.
ReplyDeletehere "too"
ReplyDeleteCan't blame you. So frustrating you lost what you were working on. How you manage to edit a video on your phone amazes me in the first place. Your AI creations are less creepy to me than many I see--lol! Yours are often quite beautiful. :)
ReplyDeleteI understand your frustration, all I thought about in my time of rehab, was returning to the comfort and privacy of my own home, and family
ReplyDeleteMy July 4th turned from being a quiet event to unexpected visits from family members, as they made their way to the events of the evening.
They came bearing gifts, Key Lime pie, Apple Pie, and fresh blackberry cobbler, which we have enjoyed all weekend.
I'm saddened to know your video was a bust, but I have enjoyed looking through your AI creations, you are getting really good at those !
Healing thoughts and prayers coming your way.
Hugs,
Jo