For a long time I have been contemplating whether or not to close this blog permanently.
This is solely due to increasing personal problems and dwindling readership.
The decision is difficult, since I've been blogging for a helluva long time.
I've always (secretly) considered blogging to be a worthless, thankless endeavor - - but I desperately needed it as a personal catharsis, an emotional outlet.
And I still do.
Long ago I used to describe myself as the most fascinating person I know - and it wasn't very far from the truth.
I was unique, colorful, diverse (creatively speaking), unpredictable, and unconventional.
Lately, I've become the most boring, depressing person I know - and it infiltrates my writing.
If nothing else, I'm a realist. I always unleash my genuine feelings and beliefs - which have very often annoyed and/or angered others.
I'll never apologize for being honest.
I'm presently working on my memoirs, which will be in two volumes. Hopefully I will finish them by the end of summer or autumn.
Before my mind starts to deteriorate.
Before death.
As for blogging -
I'd truly miss it if it were abandoned.
and I'd miss all the good people who care....
I'll have to think about it.
Until later......
Jon
